7.11.2004

shy i

shy
shy i
i am so shy
shy i=i
i am entrapped by your gaze
enticed by your scent
i want you
i am committed
illustrious illusions
illuminating
my
eyes
i fell
right into your face
dimples deep
smile irresistible
unmistakingly simple
yet perplex
not ready
just yet
from the time
thine eyes met
mine
ill-fated
my future
was
slated
no hesitation
no waiting
wanting
everything
you've ever had
good and bad
elated or sad
i was there
awakened by the rain
obliviousness
washed away
palms sweaty
heart heavy
willing
and ready
to introduce
i
mrs. you
and i
together
promises i
swear
to bear
rips and tears
of my
heart
pounding
racing
anticipating
the gaping
hole
of my
love
being healed
i
never raping
misshaping
thine
bond
to my
eyes
inside
dried tears
disappearing fears
just
butterflies
lie
inside i
my eyes
windows optimistic
not seeming to be
my reality
responsiveness
to tactility
highly desirable
non-responsiveness
to tactility
highly desirable
non-responsive
to the pinch
on my hip
describes
the story
of my life
uncompleted
better days
ahead
of my time
was i
letting die
all things in me
real
seared
with the fires
of my tears
experiences
plentiful
of shit
worthless and empty
face
value
blank
emotionless
lust
is not enough
unpleasing
my tough
demeanor
iffy emotions
furious feelings
unsatisfied
i
am not
happy
coming down a level
headed
girl cries
vivacious
shy i
wanting to say
goodbye
to you
and all
your shit
appalled
by the fact
i can ac
like that
is not the truth
teeth smiling
heart balling
cheeks rising
soul dying
opposites attract
within me
has to
be
ignonomous
to friend
waiting
to begin
what is
an indispensable
term of endearment
i
believe
in you
and i
telling
no more lies
i
am not shy
just
i rely
on my
other
eye
to do
my talking
never
no more
bullshitting
let's get it
straight
to the point
of my plea
i'm down
on bended knee
saying
it's only us
only now.

*end trans*

*i. | sol[*i]tude | 20:08 | |

some things just [ARE].
sometimes, it's just us.
justUS
broken [!] :: justice

in the heart of me
lies
a shy girl
can't fathom how
it happened
amazing interactions
with no action
creating reactions
within
my heart
stops
.

censorship
is for the weak at heart...
and shallow in pussy.

who i am

can you tell me who i am???
people think they know, but no...
-------
how come niggas don't know, but they front and don't ask?
i can only be me
i can only give all that i have
i can only take all that my shaking hands can hold.
i can only be all that i was destined to.
my heart and mind far surpass my potential being.
it all blends.
there is NO black and white...
it's all a matter of fact.
a GREY matter
can you let me love?
can you love me as i need?
can you love me as i am?
can you be?
it's the questions...

most geniuses are conceited, but i'm not.

components of my world

life.
love.
the pursuit of [happiness] [[?]]
pieces...
puzzled [?]
br*ken!

script
thought
sense
sensibility
sensation

prudence
temperance
courage
justice
hope
faith

humility
kindness
abstinence
chastity
patience
liberality
diligence
charity
fortitude
*i.


follow the YELLow brick road?

MOOD


the TWITT... not twit
    what have i been doing? TWITT
    CURRENT MOON

    PURGE


    pride

    envy
    gluttony
    lust

    anger
    greed

    sloth
    love.

    the pursuit of [happiness] [[?]]
    pieces...
    puzzled [?]

    br*ken!
    *i.

    ...upon a star



    knowledge
    power
    strength

    courage
    wisdom
    love
    completion

    i've made it this far


    love is blind...
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    CNN who???
    what R U looking 4?
    *i. want to keep you in the KNOW
    say WHAT???


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