6.08.2004

'i'm only human, and inadequacy is what makes us human, &
if we was perfect we wdnt have nothin to strive for, so you
might as well go on and forgive me pretty baby, cause i'm sorry'

one thing i dont need
is any more apologies
i got sorry greetin me at my front door
you can keep yrs
i dont know what to do with em
they dont open doors
or bring the sun back
they dont make me happy
or get the mornin paper
didnt nobody stop usin my tears to wash cars
cuz a sorry

i am simply tired
of collectin
'i didnt know
i was so important to you'
i'm gonna haveta throw some away
i cant get to the clothes in my closet
for alla sorries
i'm gonna tack a sign to my door
leave a message by the phone
'if you called
to say yr sorry
call somebody
else
i dont use em anymore'

you were always inconsistent
doin somethin & then bein sorry
beatin my heart to death
talkin bout you sorry
well
i will not call
i'm not goin to be nice
i will raise my voice
& scream & holler
& break things & ace the engine
& tell all yr secrets bout yrself to yr face
& i will list in detail everyone of my wonderful lovers
& their ways

& i wont be sorry for none of it

*i. | sol[*i]tude | 00:27 | |

some things just [ARE].
sometimes, it's just us.
justUS
broken [!] :: justice

in the heart of me
lies
a shy girl
can't fathom how
it happened
amazing interactions
with no action
creating reactions
within
my heart
stops
.

censorship
is for the weak at heart...
and shallow in pussy.

who i am

can you tell me who i am???
people think they know, but no...
-------
how come niggas don't know, but they front and don't ask?
i can only be me
i can only give all that i have
i can only take all that my shaking hands can hold.
i can only be all that i was destined to.
my heart and mind far surpass my potential being.
it all blends.
there is NO black and white...
it's all a matter of fact.
a GREY matter
can you let me love?
can you love me as i need?
can you love me as i am?
can you be?
it's the questions...

most geniuses are conceited, but i'm not.

components of my world

life.
love.
the pursuit of [happiness] [[?]]
pieces...
puzzled [?]
br*ken!

script
thought
sense
sensibility
sensation

prudence
temperance
courage
justice
hope
faith

humility
kindness
abstinence
chastity
patience
liberality
diligence
charity
fortitude
*i.


follow the YELLow brick road?

MOOD


the TWITT... not twit
    what have i been doing? TWITT
    CURRENT MOON

    PURGE


    pride

    envy
    gluttony
    lust

    anger
    greed

    sloth
    love.

    the pursuit of [happiness] [[?]]
    pieces...
    puzzled [?]

    br*ken!
    *i.

    ...upon a star



    knowledge
    power
    strength

    courage
    wisdom
    love
    completion

    i've made it this far


    love is blind...
    and other shit you just need contacts for

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    flesh is weak


    CNN who???
    what R U looking 4?
    *i. want to keep you in the KNOW
    say WHAT???


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